I was losing total site with GOD but then Jesus Christ stretched out His hands and said I love you this much. See you may be thinking what has GOD done for me? Well as far as I know and I will bet money on it that the SON will be shining tomorrow when you wake up. See I created this site on a day when I had been hurting. I thought I was not a good person and that the LORD must hate me. Therefore I felt qualified to answer the question does GOD love me? The answer is a definite yes. Remember Job's friends throwing all these words of condemnation at him. Even though Job's friends were harsh GOD stepped in and restored Job's life.
I once found a Bible with 1 Corinthians 13 torn out of it and I was very angry. Someone could not believe there was love in GOD and rather than letting others find out the evidence of GOD's love he destroyed it so no one else could read it.
I too heard the heard generic prayers from prayer request lines. Perhaps you went to a church and someone prayed for you and told you in prophetic words all was going to turn around and things were really going to work out in your life. Someone tells you he had a dream and in the dream GOD said, "Have Faith." Well you have faith and trust in GOD and years later your life has gone from bad to worse. I was once in this boat, but let me tell you GOD came to rescue me.
You wondered where turn to and who to you call? I knew all to well what loneliness felt like. I knew what rejection felt like. I knew what it felt like to think GOD lied to me. GOD didn't lie Satan impersonated GOD and lied to you. I was angry as ever at GOD for ignoring me, but GOD surprised me when I least expected it. Someone bought me groceries a week or so ago and I felt so loved. Perhaps you thought to yourself GOD I do all I can or perhaps you just came here with no where to turn because you didn't know GOD. Maybe you work your tail off and think to yourself I am the one doing all the work why are ignoring me? Believe me I understand your pain all too well. I know exactly what you are going through. My Bible became a book of false promises broken dreams and lost hope. I didn't even feel like I lived on earth anymore. I felt like I lost my soul and lived in hell. I have cursed GOD more times than I knew and even after all the work I did I wanted to buy GOD hearing aids. See I rarely felt loved by GOD so my love tank was empty when I originally wrote this. I tried to encourage others in the same boat and by helping others it lifted myself up.
Let me tell you If you have phone service call someone else and ask them if they need prayers. Perhaps visit someone that needs a visit, write a Military service member and soon you will realize there are a lot of us that are in the same boat. Pray for someone else and though you may not have it in you to do so GOD will answer your prayers in return. Open doors for others, pray for others, call people just to say Jesus loves them but be careful not to cast your pearls before swine. I went on Facebook and started praying for people and 90 percent of them sent me messages in return of pure hatred and made me feel like a fool. They siphoned my love tank and sucked all the love I had in me and left me worse off than before.
In my church we feed the homeless receiving love but sometimes occasional words of condemnation and hatred. I go to PACT meetings to bless inmates getting out of prison. Afterwards we go outside to the trash can to recover all the literature that was thrown away. Books that cost us Christians time and money are sometimes despised and rejected.
This site may be here for someone homeless on a computer at a library or some school kid who is at wits end. There is hope and it is in the Holy Bible. It is a book of comfort and will get you through the hardest times.
Love is a dream sometimes with no where to turn.
Love is not like a pay check or something we earn.
Sometimes when our love tank runs dry.
We break down and begin to cry.
GOD where are you don't you care?
I called on you and finally you answered my prayer.
Just remember when you can't fix a problem yourself take your prayers to someone who can. I took my needs to my best friend who prayed for me and I was delivered of all things.
Jesus Christ has the power and authority. Its like when something you own is down you need to take it to a specialist and the specialist quickly identifies the problem and fixes it. That specialist is Jesus and believe me He has the power.
(Mat 28:18) And Jesus came and spake unto them, saying, All power is given unto me in heaven and in earth.
See Jesus Christ has all power.
(Rev 1:18) I am he that liveth, and was dead; and, behold, I am alive for evermore, Amen; and have the keys of hell and of death.
Jesus Christ holds the keys of life. Before you give up remember the name of Jesus Christ. Perhaps you were trying to find an answer and after going through Google there was a lot of rejection. People don't always know what they are talking about. If I listened to people earlier on Google it could seem GOD hated all these different folks. If I hadn't known GOD's word I could have thought I was in the same boat as someone saying of Britney Spears a harsh lie that nut cases don't go to heaven. I learned a lot of lies but I also know they are lies because I read GOD's word. God loves people the world may think are worthless. God doesn't see trash he sees diamonds in the rough.
God takes junk rebuilds and repairs making something out of it. I have taken other horrible situations in my life that were broken or bitter as hell and made something out of them. God does the same with your life and you need to keep on truckin and in due time you will see the plans He had for your life. You will see that when you had nowhere else to turn except some links on Google GOD brought you here. GOD loves you and you are special. Why are you special well the same reason my scooter is special. What was once worthless trash to GOD is treasure. Look in the mirror and you may think you see something you say is fat and ugly. Perhaps the world has told you that. GOD sees differently.
(1Sa 16:7) But the LORD said unto Samuel, Look not on his countenance, or on the height of his stature; because I have refused him: for the LORD seeth not as man seeth; for man looketh on the outward appearance, but the LORD looketh on the heart.
The LORD looks on the heart. He doesn't give a hoot about the outer appearance. The LORD looks under the hood, at what powers the car not the chrome rims and fancy paint jobs. All the shiny paint will not get you to church but an engine that runs will. GOD doesn't care how you came to Him whether you drove up in a Lexus or walked from the street to a computer in the library. You may figuratively be a car that sputters and who's tags expired but GOD looks way beyond that. See GOD saw me hurt and broken a criminal the world mocked and once hated. But I am here to tell you, you are loved. You may not be seeing clearly because the problems and difficulties of this world but let me tell you after ever storm a rainbow appears. Even after my plants died in this heat wave, I would venture to say if I gave them water after it cools they would come back to life. Your heart may have died today and believe me mine once did too, but I am telling you GOD is the doctor that works on Himself. See two thousand years ago GOD in the form of LORD Jesus Christ died on a wooden cross. There were no pads on it, nor were pain pills involved. The cross was heavy and even our GOD Jesus Christ could not carry his cross all the way to Golgatha. He needed help and a helper to help bear Christ's burden.
(Mat 27:32) And as they came out, they found a man of Cyrene, Simon by name: him they compelled to bear his cross.
At the same time GOD is calling you whether you are rich or poor healthy or sick, broken or whole and He has a job for you. In combat even US Marines have radios and we call in for help. In a sense you have a radio too and you can call in for reinforcements.
(Rom 10:13) For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.
You call on the name of Jesus Christ today. Perhaps you have called on other lords to get deaf ears. Well not all mailboxes lead to the Post Office. Trash cans are not mail boxes, nor are cares of this world such as fancy cars and rich houses. If your money is not buying you love try giving something to someone who needs it. You may find love in unusual places and typically the more love you share the more GOD will answer your prayer. Sometimes we need to send up a smoke signal for GOD to hear us. I will answer the fact GOD loves you in a verse that perhaps you heard before. It is how GOD loves you so much He sent His SON into this world so you could have life. And when He died there was an unspoken verse, "Jesus stretched out his hands and said, 'I love you this much.'" I call out from the depths of hell in my life to reiterate the words:
(John 3:16) For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
(Joh 3:17) For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.
(Joh 3:18) He that believeth on him is not condemned: but he that believeth not is condemned already, because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God.
(Joh 3:19) And this is the condemnation, that light is come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil.
(Joh 3:20) For every one that doeth evil hateth the light, neither cometh to the light, lest his deeds should be reproved.
(Joh 3:21) But he that doeth truth cometh to the light, that his deeds may be made manifest, that they are wrought in God.